Hooked up to Machinery.w00t.

So i went and saw the Cardiologist this morning, and it actually went by somewhat fast, although i was there for an 830am appt and didn't get home till 1130am. Well needless to say i'm still broken. I found out why i got lightheaded and dizzy when i doubled my medication in the summe, and i only doubled it for like a week; it drastically dropped my blood pressure, like dangerously low......go figure huh?! I still haven't gotten my damn MRI taken care of because of the damn Radiology department is full of morons. Gah. So right now i;'m stuck on a 24-HR Holter Monitor. YAY! ::sarcastically:: i get to turn it back in tomorrow morning, boy am i glad she didn't order an Even Monitor, 30-DAYS would have SUCKED BIG TIME! Well i turn that back in tomorrow and then i have to go back to her office at the end of the month in 3 wks and go over the test results from this monitor reading and then also it'll be with her and a couple other specialty Cardiologist to see if i'm going to need Catheterization. I know it sounds kinda weird, and or bad. But i'm not looking at it too poorly. I am trying to keep an open mind about it. I do like however that THIS Doctor is actually keeping on top of everything and checking everything out before shipping me off to the OR like Kaiser did back in Summer of '04! Part of me wants to have something proven from the exams and have me have to go in for the surgery, at least that way it would make sense of all these issues that i have been having lately and also it would help justify why i have been attempting to apply for SSI. Because the government doesn't seem to think that there is anything wrong with me. Don't get me wrong i would love to know that everything is fine and that i don't need to go 'under the knife' or anything but justification would also be a good thing as well. So yeah, i can't wait till the end of the month so i can finally find out what the hell is going on and how to fix it. On another note though, when i went into the Heart Center to get my Holter hooked up and everything i was talking to the supervisor/manager there and she was saying that she wishes she had another qualified employee and that if my health gets better and everything is set up for me to have childcare that i should go in there to talk to her one-on-one and avoid the HR Department, and bring in all my documentation and everything to talk about possible employment, but i should definitely figure out my health first and then if wanted or need to go and see if she can do anything to help, w00t! So good and bad-ish news today.