It's Ne...Ne...New Year!!!

So i know that i don't need to exercise, nor do i need to loose any weight i would like to attempt to try and work out sometime. Just mainly to tone my muscles and everything, considering i'm like 105 lbs; give or take. Because my Tummy muscles have taken a great hit with Isabella HAHAHA!! So Ashley is going to start working out in hopes of loosing 20 lbs to get back down to her Pre-Chloe size and i think that i'm just gonna tag along on days that i can to work on myself and help her out. Because evidently if she sees me it'll give her more motivation. Go ASH!!! Another thing for the new year i think i need to do is maybe take a step back and try to re-adjust how i deal with stress, especially stress from the kids. Maybe i'll talk with my Cardio about that when i go in and see her later this week. I know that the stress isn't good for me and i've been getting A LOT of chest pain lately. However it's not necessarily Heart Associated Chest pain. I seem to think that it's probably having to do mostly with stress, partly with being broken. The pains that i get aren't pains usually associated with Heart Issues. I've been thinking, and kind of worrying if i need to see a therapist sometimes. Mainly because i feel so closed off and alone with being a SAHM and never seeing anybody or getting out. I know it's just how the 'cookie crumbles' and whatnot and that people are busy and it's not like we make a lot of money or anything. But something i would like to try and do this year is make a day once a week where i can get out of the house, prefrebly with a friend, kid free. And then try and make another time a week where Donald and I can go out kid free to a diner or just OUT in general without either child. I really do think that would help me out with my stress and semi-depressive tendancies that i have come across this year. That and when i go back to school either this summer or in the fall will probably help me out too!! I can't believe it i ONLY need like 5 classes or so to finally Graduate with my Associates of Arts Degree, w00t w00t! So hopefully by this time next year i will be finishing that up and deciding if i want to go any further or if i'll just stay at SCC and do the Photography Program. Which is probably what will happen. Because as of this July Isabella will be old enough for me to take her to EHS (early head start) and then i'll be able to get more done with her there and Skylair at Reg HS (head start preschool). Donald is still working at Celestines, and we're noticing a few people in the kitchen that have become fairly flakey and everything so we're kind of hoping that the bosses notice as well and maybe give away those guys shifts to Donald (they try to give them to him half the time anyways, but always at the last second). I think it'd be great if he was able to pick up a few more shift. It'll help us out i know that. Also everything is turned in for our CalWorks. Now it's just a matter of them filing it in the system for us to get all our benifits. They fixed it for Aug-Nov, and then we were supposed to turn some forms in for Dec-Feb and it's been over 2 weeks since we've done that and they still haven't computed it and finalized it. Up side;  we got A LOT of F/S.....Down side; they haven't given us our December nor January C/A. Which we would really love to have. Damn County systems and whatnot. Eh, it should happen this week, hopefully Monday or Tuesday, since why would they need more time than that?!  So that's the Plan.