i have decided....

that since i am no longer a child i really dislike the month of December this year. Plain and Simple. Why you ask?

• Money....well lack there of
• Business mixed with Boredom
• Friends always busy, therefore i'm always home with the kids :(
  
• Religion EVERY where i turn.....bleh. (i Dont understand why we celebrate Christmas in December....wasn't Jesus born in the late spring/early summer time?, if this offends, i don't mean to. i'm just alil confused by it that's all)
• PEOPLE EVERYWHERE.....you can't go to a store, Any store, without having to fight through a million and one people. And usually people that are douche bags and don't care that they're rude and bumping into you ect...
  
  
  
  I'm thinking that maybe when the economy gets better and we aren't struggling with this and that as a family in general i will begin to like December again, as a child i used to LOVE December because There was always Winter Break, and i always got 2 Christmas' since the age of 8 (i believe?) and i Absolutely thought it was the greatest thing ever!! Yes i was a lil kid that didn't get sad about a parental divorce, i looked at it as an opportunity for double to parties and presents! LOL.
  

Eh....Blah....

i don't really like the chlub on my tummy. Maybe i should do something about it. Eh. Or maybe i should just learn to live with it. Bleh. I want to be Sexy again. But i feel gross. Damn Kids.

Arrrgh.....sucky

So this hella sucks i think. I totally was ready to go back to school this comming up term, i only have like 5 classes left to take to graduate (including PE) and since they closed down the infant center at the day care on campus and that head start wont accept anybody under 18 mons i was planning on taking a saturday class and an online class next month. well come to find out they had open enrollment for priority 1 students on the 30th of November. And i can't even register untill this comming up tuesday and guess what?! OF course the 2 classes that i wanna take are completely closed!! And they're not even classes associated together, a Photo class and History! BLAH!  So it looks like i'm not going back to school any time soon.....maybe this summer? i dunno. And to top it off the county still hasn't fixed our file and it has been 30 days, Gawd today has been a super sucky day. and i'm really irritated and pissed the hell off.

So.....I've been thinking....

And we're hoping that Donald get's his w-2's from his job in early January like he did last year so that we can file our taxes early. I know i sound like i'm crazy talking about Taxes before we even have Christmas Dinner but that's the convo that Donald and i had earlier today when we were driving home from Natomas. We want to have the Wedding by the end of this year, probably at the end of August or the beginning of September :D! Also depending on the amount we are able to get back for our Taxes i'm gonna try and upgrade the lense on the Camera!! It's gonna be fercan SWEET!!